Puduraya

It was a windy day when i was on my way home, my home sweet home. To avoid the irritating traffic jam, i rushed and rushed just to finish my assignment which due on fri, so that i can go back on thurs.

As i was saying, it was a windy day. But i was soo looking forward to go home. And after 1++hour of train-traveling to puduraya, finally i got my bus ticket home. While waiting for the departure time, i bought a bottle of mineral water and a piece of cake so that i can fill my stomach in the bus.

When i sat down and listen to the music comes out from my NEW PHONE (yes i bought hp already finallY!), there's an indian lady sitting beside me. I wasnt aware of her existance cos i was busy listening to music, until she talked to me.

Indian Auntie: "Dek, boleh pinjam saya money? i kena rompak. Ini I punya polis report. and dua hari.....>XHDHRUEIUHKJN bla bla (i was looking at her so-called police report and din pay attention to what she was saying.)
I: .... (stil looking at the police report)
Indian Auntie: "Saya sekarang tak ada duit...bla blab bla bla//...

I was thinking *okie. this would be another association that trying to cheat ppl's money one, for sure* WHY AM I SO SURE?

I din say anything until i point to this line..
"Jantina: Lelaki"

Then i looked at her, see what she can explain.

Indian Auntie: erm, tu tulis saya lelaki tapi saya perempuan.. erm..

I looked at her again, see what ELSE she can explain.

She was speechless and i just waved my hands and pass her back the so-called police report and continue reading my magz and listening to music.
I din wan to show any unfriendliness altho i knew she was cheating me, cos i damn scared she's a voodoo witch. What if she cursed me and BXHFIHJFJIWUJ ?

I continued sitting there until it reached the departure time. As i was pondering in my heart why on earth they are doing such things? i und it could be the easiest way to cheat money, but cant you be a lil bit clever? The so-called police report is obviously fake: You can see the download URL at the head of the letter, and there's no stamp by police, it's like any document that i can download online and sign by ownself. Haih. Clever abit larh!

The thought quickly linked to how MMU students copy the assignment. HAHA. Some students just change some irrelevant content and thought that can cheat the lecturer. But, well, lecturers arent that stupid after all. HAH!

exam

yes, during exam period i surely ll post as much as possible to unconsciously delay study time. and of cos each post are pointless except complain about the test.

2 more days away from the midterm break, but i cant feel it yet. as in, normally i noe i got exam, i would go study, sit down, on my fav music and study. fav music include linkin park's, evanescence's, jay chou's and etc.

BUT this time, i don feel anything. I KNOW, i know that exam is coming, and is very near tim. but somehow my body wont react anything to the exam, altho i look at the notes and nothing goes in. NOTHING. do you know hw it feels? it's like u study liao, when u revise back, u think u din study at all, cos u cant rmb anything, so u re-study again, and restudy takes time. see, waste time already lorh!

HAIH. brain ar brain, absorb those power e can anot? faster larh. i know you can one. *shit i m talkin to my self again n again. split personalities alert!*

Sunday

to me, sunday is a bright day. A lil bit tradition, sunday is a day that you arent supposed to do anything but relax. I used to attend church every sun, services, and get myself doing things that i think meaningful. And everyweek, i would look forward for sunday, because it's onli day that i can do things that is different with other days. Now, i still attend church, but aft church service,things get back to normal. And i thought, i should spend sometime for myself, doing stuff like:ironing clothes, cleaning my room, lie down on bed and watch ppstream. My point is, sunday is a very special day to me. It's bright, joy and full of hope.

what should i do today leh?

random

My blog is fulled with too many depressing post (if you say exam,tired,projects are depressing). Twitter has been replace bloggin sooner or later. But i just wana edit something in my post, so it looks new, refreshening.

if u can read my personal messgage in msn, yes, i m going to have exam soon. But haven study a bit, and really have no idea where to start and how to. HAIH.

How i wish that i can pull myself out of this dimension, and go to a shoppin mall, with plenty of money in pocket, and spend like there's no tomorrow. (if things are free in shoppin mall, it wont be interesting spending cash anymore. )

My blog says:'hmph, who say only twitter can do micro-bloggin? i can do over-140-words bloggin but twitter cant!"

oh shit. my blog jealous ade.

tired larh!

it's been ages since i last update my blog. yea yea i know. i leave it quite a long time because i was soooo busy.

Just drop by to complain hw tired i am. mini projects, studies, mescorp, ose camp, helping my lil sis move to nilai, my sis convo, you know i haven been sleepin well since, erm 2 weeks ago? really very tiring.

Haih. can i have one day off? there's still alot of things to do, to catch up my studies, rush for project report, companies to call for mescorp, lab reports, friends to meet up (esp ada!).. -_-''

just one day off pleaaasseeee.!

New Trimmester

After 2weeks of short trimmester break, finally we all are back in campus. Being a senior delta students, it's awful to see so many newbies and new faces in campus, not because they are wearing ID and using 'MMU' bag and wearing the baju kebaya given by MMU, but it's the fact that time flies and we all are graduating very soon.

Flash back to the time we just entered MMU, we all are new to everything. Where's our faculty building? where's the food court? How to log in and fully utilize MMLS? How to go to our lecture hall? But after studying in MMU for 3 long years, we adjusted ourselves in this new learning environment.

Today is my first day back in campus as Delta student. Unlike before, there's no more 'things i have to achieve this trimmester' and 'to-do-list' and 'no more ponteng' in my blog or even in my mind. I am clearly know that what's the cause of my dropping result, and exactly how to fix it. We all know right? I do know. So, no more 'no more ponteng'. I SHOULD know what exactly i should do.

It's quite heavy for a 'first day' like today. Power electronics and mini project. We all lucky to have Eng Eng teaching us for PE and BHOng for Mini Project. We are requested to read 10 research paper everyday and complete a 90 research paper work and summarize it and due on this coming friday. It's quite stress you know. But it will be a new challenge to all of us, to prepare us to be an engineer. These are the things that we all have never learn before in our last 2 years. All we know is study and memorizing. Now, we have to be a problem-solver. i mean REAL problem. BH Ong is very inspiring and he let us have a new perspective to the real world. it's interesting isnt it? Of course, plus MESCORP, this trimmester is going to be very tedious for us, yet enjoy during the learning process.

More pictures to come. My 'ENJOY DAOO' holiday in jb, meeting-ups and etc. gonna miss jb very much. =) say hi to challenges!

.loves. home sweet home

i know i blog about 'home sweet home' every time i come back johor bahru. i know i know. i m bored sharing my happy story already, but i guess weisern and ada might be reading my blog, so i think it's my obligation to share my happy story here. *to make them envy as well*

it's great to be at home. not only the part i can sleep like nobody cares, and eat like there's no food in cyberjaya, and do whatever i want here, it's because i get to spend time with my family and my friends.

Met up with so many people recently, wingee shihui xuanhao beh edwin yingtian joanna bixian vivian xiaofen jiajun. after lost contact for so long, we have fun catching up with each other. laugh out loud [literally lol], tell lame jokes, chit chatting.

i am enjoying my life here. seriously. =) and i am happy. =)

SSI old times.

Take a deep breathe. What you are going to see later is going to be, erm, shocking. Because you will have NO IDEA how much we changed. and after you finish reading this blog, u will miss ssi. [not the school, but us.] =)

[did anyone realize there's two guys breakdancing infront? who's those two fella by the way?]

[omg. viv's trademark pose. she got pose 1,2,3,4,5.....]

[lolx. the thin edwin. THIN]

[my favourite pic of all time. i framed it and put on my desk u know!]

[weisern and his two bffs. oops. no. joanna is his self claim bff.]

[weisern n me. we were told that we look alike. DO WE?!]

[i love this pic. some1 took this without noticing us. but we all look natural!]

[look at these two faces. omg. okie larh, whatever u want i oso give larh. so kelian look!]

[SHIT! s-shihui, H-ho wingee, I-yinling, T-dada teemun. What a brilliant name!]

[awkward alert! dont let bixian see this!]

[me n ahmi. bff for 7 years. =) ]

[zillion time ago, we took this. we looked so happy arent we?]

Finally, we graduated. and we had a wonderful graduation trip!

[me n ada. my first best friend. muakx!]

[the gals during graduation trip. look at vivian!]

[with the innocent chickens, we become innocent too. ]


[the gals with the cow.]
[at first she's just my friend's girlfriend. but now, we become good friends!]

after graduate from ssi, we go on our own way, pursuing our dreams.

[our first visit in kl during foundation, met up with ada]

[me n ahmi. in kl. yea i know i looked fat. shuttup!]
[this is beh during his xxth birthday. he did changed alot already didnt he?]

[the guys celebrating beh's bday. spot xuanhao!]

[the 3 still-very-goodfrens goodfrens.]

[ahmi looked very handsome that time!]

[ada, did u notice that u were with us all the times, more than u think u ever did?]
[the three still-very-goodfrens goodfriends. NOW, can u see the changes?]

[lynnette, in the end she's closer with us.]
[THIN THIN EDWIN.]
[we went for paint ball, hmm, i think during new year time? we were havin fun!]

[beh really changed alot.and the gals getting prettier everytime i meet them.]

[told ya!]

[I MISS THE BEARRR!]

[THIS PIC IS DAMN PRETTY BECAUSE I AM THE PHOTOGRAPHER! I AM! *y m not inside.T_T]

[ed, were u shocked or amazed by ahmi's armpit?]

[poser of the year.]

[now i know why ed's gainin weight.]

[where's ed?]
[the coolest TOC gal. with two, erm, coolest-est gal bside the coolest toc gal.]

More to come. This is just one small part of our life. SMALL SMALL PART. you know when i look back the pictures, i am really shocked how much i change, from a nerdy look to a fatter one [when i was in mlk.] and now due to shortage of food in cyberjaya, i lose weight. I looked back the past, and i see the friends come and go, but there's still some friends who stay and be there for me. THANK YOU!

=)

Dear Mr. President

Deeply inspired by this song, 'Dear Mr.President' by Pink.

Dear Mr. President, Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and you're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions, if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in a mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye and tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,

Were you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy?
How can you say, no child is left behind?
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells, while you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
and what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say.
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine!

Let me tell you about hard work!
Minimum wage with a baby on the way.
Let me tell you about hard work!
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you about hard work, Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you about hard work, Hard work, Hard work
You don't know nothing about hard work, Hard work, Hard work

*****

If there's some1 in my country composed a song to actually ask our dear Mr. Prime Minister, i guess he/she would have been arrested under ISA as a threat to society.

BUT, if there's one day, i get to stuck in the lift with Our Prime Minister, and he will never know my name, and he knows that he's not better than me. I would ask him,

"SERIOUSLY, how do you sleep when you see the country you ruling is full of corruption? You swore to GOD that you will do whatever you can to have a 'clean' government, but what have you done to us, the citizen of malaysia?"

There's unjustice, corruption, lies throughout the whole country. Seriously, i am happy that i am born in this country that free from volcano, earthquake and hurricane, but i am not proud to be malaysian. I am not proud to see the governor fighting over the power despite the benefits of all, i am not proud to see the politician playing with their tactics while they forget they are choosen by people and their job is to serve the people, the country.

Dear Mr.Prime Minister, how do you sleep at night? i wonder.

photo of happenings

Well, it seems a lil bit too late to post up the Tanjung Malim trip and Mother's day photo. I just post it for the sake of posting it okie? My blog is a lil bit too 'wordy' and it seems boring to me. So, i am gonna fresh it up! *HI5! Opps. Barney's poison* [Watch HIMYM!]

Tanjung Malim Trip

[on the way to Tanjung Malim in csm's whity myvi]

I tell you, although Tanjung Malim is a small town, but the food is like it's frm heaven! DAMN NICE! Here's the proof:

[Opps, it's not all by myself okei?]

[YEa yea, i admit i ate alot that time]

[you see, there's not only me, got another pink lady and the photographer okie?!]

[Yummy. it's delicious. *tried to fight off weisern's food]

We also went to the most famous spot in Tanjung Malim - Proton City. I tell u, if i am rich and old enough, and the place that i want to spend the rest of my life will be there. cos, it's sooo peaceful. I love it! We brought csm's god brother's son to the park in Proton City Park. The kids are running around in the playground, people jogging and couples paktoh-ing over there.

[Handsome of the day.]

[me and dear housemate aka the pink lady and recently attached - ysy]

[she's heavier!]

[you see, how cute he is!]

[older version of it. omg.]

OH! forgot to mention the purpose of the trip, is to celebrate my another dear housemate -csm's bday in advanced. So we had this little party at chung's house. and again, even the barbeque food is nice!

[Group photo]

[Three-some. NO NO. Three Musketeers]

[Opps. i dono whose tummy is that. Right? ysy?]

And next, as planned, we went to the famous sung kai hot water.

[Are those legs mine? so fair!]

[The water is so hot that made my face like that.No kiddin]

[Sue Yen, Chung, Yuen Ming]

[I wish i can stay in there whole day]

*****

My baby sister's bday on 12th May. That's one of the purpose i went back hometown for a week. She's sweet lil girl. gosh, i started to miss my family already.

[Happy 18th Birthday Sister!]

[Mother's day lunch at Shogun JB]

[Me and my handsome brother.]

I am just so glad that i bought camera. It can help me to keep memory in another form. And it's delightful to look back of old days photos and laught about it. Somehow i just hope that we will go back to those time and be a little girl.

All the best for my coming exam! TATA!